So, love is a decent word. It carries all your pains and sorrows away. And love is patient. Love is giving. Love is forgiveness. And one day, when you find love, your dream is just become...

   Tuesday, August 29, 2006  

Life is starting to get busier... Hall concert preparation have officially commenced. Well, Edwin says that preparation will be Monday to Friday, from 8pm to 12mn. Thats kinda crazy I think... Still have school work to cope with... But... well, I guess if there is a will, there is a way... Sets is quite fun afterall. Its something that I like doing! Technical work...

Wonder how would I be able to manage my time in future... I hope I can really strike a good balance in ALL aspects... I do not want to neglect any parties...

Been kinda moody these few days though I always seem to be ever cheerful... I guess I just choose to indulge in activities to take my mind of some stuff. Just sat down yesterday on my bed and I started staring at the ceiling... Blankly... Started thinking... I wanted to find a day to come out to have a chat over a coffee or a proper nice dinner... But I couldnt find a day where both of us would be equally free and not-exhausted. I felt really frustrated. Its like "so near yet so far".... Shucks, remind me of my kinky class production in RV... Nvm... Sometimes I wonder if I am just too oversensitive. Do I read too much into people's words? I was really really sad a few days back... It may just be a passing comment, but... it came from that special person and it really pierced...

Oh, I really had a great birthday girl... Thanx for the special morning. Thanx for the nicely designed card. Well, I sort of guessed that the prezzie was ur homework... so... ha. Thanx for the i dunn-what oreo cake. It was really nice! just a bit too melted. Thanx for the photo... though a bit too long. haha. Thanx... The message in the card is.. really nice...

Tired... time to rest... (literally)... Lectures are killing me... tutorials are more fun...

Love,
ZJ

   posted by zHaN at 8/29/2006 07:20:00 pm






   Wednesday, August 09, 2006  

I am a simple man. I do not have many desires. I am not picky.

I only wish for myself to be appreciated. I only wish for my actions to be acknowledged. I only wish for some sense of security. I only wish for a sincere hug...

I wish.

Cheers
ZJ

   posted by zHaN at 8/09/2006 09:52:00 am






   Saturday, August 05, 2006  

I am feeling lost. I am feeling frustrated. I am feeling insecure. There seems to be something wrong. I cant grasp it. I am losing it.

ZJ

   posted by zHaN at 8/05/2006 08:39:00 am